Hi, there.
I need help guys and I can’t think of any other place where I could talk freely about this.
I am ( well was ) a very active roleplayer in the TwitRp community.
The thing is, I am into ageplay.
And at first I only used Hentai and Anime characters to roleplay with, but I eventually moved onto real life Onlyfans girls as OCs for my Faceclains.
I roleplayed ageplay with most of my accounts.
Sometimes I was a loli, sometimes I was a MILF, sometimes I was a guy, sometimes I was a monster but I always roleplayed ageplay.
I also roleplayed with other users who used an actual child as a profile picture. It was an edited picture and they were NEVER explicit but they used a real life child as their FaceClaim. And maybe that was wrong. . . They never shared real life Child Sexual abuse Material but they shared porn and explicit content.
These users I roleplayed with, I assumed, were never minors. Since the Twitter community was mostly of age and as soon as we found out there was a minor, we always stepped back.
I have been roleplaying ageplay on Twitter for the last three years. And I, jumping from one account to the next always managed to delete most of them. Mostly cause I didn’t like leaving them open.
The thing is, due to the content of my accounts I have been suspended before. However I recently got suspended FOR GOOD. About a month ago I was suspended and they wouldn’t let me back in until recently.
(Probably because my dynamic IP changed.)
But at that time I knew something was off. I had never been banned LIKE THAT.
Unfortunately I have no way to access that account’s email adress. Cause I always used burner emails. So I can’t see any more details regarding why I was banned.
All I know is I was banned for Violating the Twitter Rules.
All I could think of was the Child Sexual Explotation policy.
And I finally started doing some research. And I found out Twitter reports to the NCMEC.
And I had been posting and roleplaying publicly on their platform for three years.
Using both the DMs and the TL to roleplay very explicit ageplay.
I also posted lolicon content and a little bit of 3D Shotacon. And some of my accounts had my characters admitting and openly saying they were “kid lovers”.
Having said that, the Twitter ageplay community in Spanish ( cause I am from México ) is HUGE. And most of the accounts are even MORE explicit and OPENLY admit things like being PEDWHORES or PEDPHILES.
Most of the experienced accounts know that we need to censor some of our wording. Like I would write: “Come here littl■ b■y.” As a way to censor myself a bit with child related terms.
My question is, guys am I cooked?
I am considering taking my own life cause Mexican prison is fucked up and the shortest sentence they give you out here is about 5 years for Possession with no intent of Distribution but since I was posting PUBLICLY I could be facing up to 18 years.
Can I get some advice? What should I do?