MAP crisis support (vent)

What to do when you feel overwhelmed by the world we live in… exhausting yourself with masking, terrified of people outing and doxxing you. Some days it seems crushing to realize my own feelings and I think I am better off dead.
It hurts to see so much anger and judgment at a part of myself I cannot choose. I am so easily triggered by paramisia. I wish I could ‘fix’ myself but I can’t. All I can do is live in quiet suffering. Hoping that someday the relief from this pain will come.

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You might find MAP Support Club helpful. They’re a partner of Prostasia’s
There’s also some resources on our Get Help page

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Hey Elliot, good to see you around. It’s been a while. I actually just signed up for MAP support club, now I am waiting to hear back.

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