I also feel like I’m living a lie, lol.
Like, I feel like hiding myself all the time. Specially cuz in my country the punishment for being a pedo is harsher in contrast of other countries. Feels like I am living a double life specially since I have a fame of being Innocent among people in my school, lol. I feel like I am living a lie irl.
It can be fun but also so depressing. I used to find it fun. I like risky behavior that give me high emotions. But nowadays it has caused me some misery in my life.