The entire child sex trafficking apparatus needs to be dismantled. That thing has been going on for decades. There are too many to name involved. It’s also been stepped up to organ harvesting and other gruesome things. A shadow group using suppressed technology in the dark of night to kidnap and commit horrible acts on people living in 3rd world countries. For all anyone knows, there’s still secret genetic research going on and they need more mice! But seems the human sex trafficking has ramped up even more so in the past several years from the several years before that.
Accusations are always slapped on each other, especially among politicians, like children name-calling one another. Until there is proof of a person’s involvement I’m inclined to be indifferent. Hilary’s emails with Podesta are glaring implications that they and their associates are or were very involved in those sort of things.
As for the word “conivicted”. There needs to be a crime. Civil cases are not criminal cases. Losing a civil case isn’t a conviction of anything. Calling him a “covicted felon” is simply false. Felons go to prison. All the business related stuff is business stuff. Everyone in business plays “the game”. Sadly, the workers always feel the brunt of it.
Believing he’s an insurrectionist is to falsely belief Jan. 6th was an actual insurrection in which it doesn’t even qualify as a riot. It was an out of control mob urged and emboldened by plain clothes federal provocateurs.
The revolutionary war was an insurrection. If you really believe our country was on the right track then I’m terrified! I don’t know where this will turn the nation, but like “any port in a storm” it should be much better than the way it was headed. Regardless of whether I like the lesser of two evils or not! Because it always seems my choice has been the lesser of two evils for my entire adult life.
And here’s where I digress. Because it the way my thoughts flow and I wouldn’t know where to put the rest of this personal stuff? Telling you more about myself and my outlook on things. I don’t feel the need to be “left” or “right” in life. I’m a quiet, practical, frugal, non-religious, spiritual being trying to navigate this transitory temporal corporal incarnation.
Now that I’m past middle age, I can understand the phrase “life sucks, then you die”. My friend from HS used to say that in HS. I guess I was optimistic? I used to be a happy person. I was a happy kid before 10. After you’ve been kicked in the head so many times you start getting the hint. He was right!
All I want is too find some happiness in my life. Since the marriage/family/kids train left the station decades ago. I’m glad I discovered dolls as an outlet, a therapeutic tool, and a tool for emotional support. Inanimate objects can’t break my heart any more than it has already been decimated.
I often ask mysel “is this what my romantic/love life has come to? Relegated to finding joy and peace with a facsimile of rubber and steel?” If the choice is miserable loneliness abated with dolls; or drama, chaos, heartbreak, and no peace, lightly sprinkled with moments of bliss; how much does that bliss cost me?
I missed the boat on “happily ever after” through circumstances and no fault of my own. Maybe because I wasn’t willing to sacrifice, or never wanted to give up, what little peace I had in my life, as it ebbed and flowed? I never met the right person. I still say “yet”, but that’s wishful thinking at best. Women’s attitudes and rejection for not meeting their “standards”. Meaning I wouldn’t give in to their unrealistic expectations, which are still perpetuated among them today. Made me unwanted by them.
I thought there was something wrong with me and there never was. Maybe I was “defective”? Facebook tells me otherwise. (Wanna get super depressed? Scroll through that for hours on end!) That I was right! I’d be absolutely miserable more so than I was in my dispair of loneliness a few years ago.
I come here to support other MAPs and voice my opinion about us, help others to cope with these things, and express concern over the ludicrous laws concerning dolls. Which have been an invaluable tool for my emotional turmoil, loneliness, and an outlet for many. A source of happiness for anyone that owns one!
I won’t apologize if my posts are TLT(2?)R. If they are than don’t bother discussing them with me. Because you didn’t read the book. There’s no starting point for you. After all, this is a forum with topical blog posts. Where we can share our thoughts on personal topics related to our need to never harm children. Because all of us were and some of us were harmed. It’s a terrible thing!
This is a place where we can talk about the reasons for our paraphilias and childhood traumas that push us back to those times in life. For me has stalled my progress. Or our misunderstood and many times inexplicable attractions. Thanks for reading!
, makes him look even worse.